To be honest, i don't look forward to my birthday.
Maybe because i want things to remain how they were.
Everyday, everynight i've done alot of thinking.
Probably in my history of friendship,
this is the one that hurt me so bad,
so bad that it leave a scar at my heart,
a stab that leads to continuous bleeding...

I duno, maybe all hurt be badly too..
Haih~ but this seriously the worst case ever.
In front, we just looks like four best friends hanging out,
But behind it, there is so many conflicts,
so many hatred between them...
I tried my best to stop, to stop whatever is happening...~
Because i, i am the only one that knows the whole truth...

And who can i tell..
Who can i go to....?

I know time will heal everything,
Thats why i'm keen when time flies so fast~
Luckily i took up working to avoid me thinking so much,
but still, it's still a relax job which means i still had time to think..

And even though my wish come true,
things will never be the same anymore..
It will never be the same...~
There is the feeling, that feeling..that hatred feeling..~
That "i don't like ur attitude pls fuck off" attitude..~
among each and every of them..

Why this happens to me....?

Why do i care so much when everyone else don't give a shit about it...?

Simple answer, because you guys are my friends...