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About Michy
People don't call me Michy for no reason. Hi, I'm Michelle Oon, your normal average teenager that enjoys hanging out and is bombared with teenages problems. Borned in 1989 on 25th April, I was raised in a family of five. I have interest in annoying people, and a little passion for photography as well as videography. Thanks for dropping by in my miserable blog, and hope you will be happier than me. Signing off, Emo-chy Michy
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This few days is absolute suffering for me. Instead of doing my work, i just had to view back pictures. It's just so hurtful thinking everything went wrong. It was my mistake. It was really my mistake.
Tmr Law assignment due, and im sitting here mumbling... When will this ever stop... Why this always happens to me?
Everytime i think about this thing called 'friendship', it hurts constanly. From my 6 high school buddies, to Pinkies Sis, to Point3 and now, E=mo4.
I've already let go of the rest of the friendship, when will it be E=mo4 turn?
I just cant bare to suffer every single time... Thinking every friendship will work out.. Putting so much hope in one, thinking it will be perfect...
I wonder, when the pain ever gonna stop hurting. I think about following the light every day, every night, because the pain is unbearable...
I just cannot take it anymore..
I just want to dissapear from this world...
Everything just goes wrong...
Really wrong...
xx signed off at Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Oh Well~
I just blog on Wretch. So must as well blog over here. I have no mood to do my Law assignment.
This is the first time i feel so de-motivated.
I tell you ah, Every single time i think or recall the 4omE memories, it drag me into deep transistion, thus bringing me back into the past~
Even though i tried not to remember anything, some things in our daily life brings me to deep thoughts. For example, pictures, hp wallpapers, the place where we used to go...
Tell me..~
Dat day is the worst, Due to thinking too much, and after expressing everything, the next day, tears started to flow like water paip. Uncontrollable. Really uncontrollable. Wth man. There are stuff more worst that i didnt cried.. But this..? It's so pathethic man..~ Whats wrong with u Michy??? Too appreciate this friendship ahh?? Fuck U man..!!! Wake Up!!!
Why think of the past, when you have a future...?
Jie! Help me please! I told you not to agree with me going to DPC. Yet you still allowed it! Stop Me! Even though i really really really want to go there!
I really really want to go there now... :'(
because there is where it really started...
just the four of us...~
It's really like my 2nd home. The place where i belong... The place where our friendship belong... But why...
Why it ended there too...?
Everytime i look at the cardboard we gave Meg, Just one picture,
just one picture can caused me thinking for the whole night...
Because, i really really cannot forget those times...
U see, im crying again now, just by blogging :'(
Imagine how worst is it to be seeing all the pictures we took?
My birthday is coming soon...
"I really wished everything would be the same again, like last time, just the four crazy us...."
But, even though the four of us gather again, it is really impossible to be the same...
and... my wish wouldnt come true....
It started at DPC, and ended in DPC....
E=mo4, i miss u guys... I really really miss those moments... I miss the four of us together..
I want you guys in my life again... Please don't change...~ please....
I want back the Oh Mun Keong i once knew. I want back the Khor Ju-Yen i once knew. I want back the Liew Foong Lin i once knew. I want back the E=mo4 i once knew.
I miss you guys E=mo4
